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I think her attitude is fantastic. Not curable, but treatable cancer sounds horrible. I think it’s so impressive that she refuses to let it stop her life. See more here.

Dealing with anxiety means that I also have to try to learn a LOT more self-discipline.
I was listening to Sting’s album Fields of Gold: The Best of Sting 1984-1994 and a line in the song “Englishman in New York” really stuck.
“It takes a man to suffer ignorance and smile”
The whole song is about being a [...]

I’m SO waiting for orders to go somewhere else. Ok, yeah, I’ve been ranting about it for months, but really, I don’t like California at all. There are reasons I really wanted Christine to study Arabic and not Chinese, and part of it is that I never, ever wanted to be stationed out here. I [...]

Well, for the most part, it’s been a pleasant day. Been working out how to merge three processes into one worfklow, and looking over a really simple one, with a LOT of data involved. But that’s work. I also finish reading a book on anxiety called The Worry Cure: Seven Steps to Stop Worry from [...]

Sometime today I get to see my therapist. I’ve determined, and I’m sure that my therapist will confirm that my number one handicap in life is not physical, but dealing with anxiety. Anxiety has been with me for a long time. Freaky panicky side effects are not cool.
So, today I plan to get this under [...]